It is I

Earl J. Hickey.
Dia kata, you do good things, good things happen to you.



What if you broke somebody's heart?

and at the same time you broke yours too.

Is it karma or is it just you? and me?



As much as you don't wanna hurt nobody, you have a quick decision to make and you end up hurting yourself, probably more than you hurt anybody else.

People ask, don't you have any guilt?

You answer you know nothing about me.


I worked hard, some time ago I struggled to teach myself how to be selfish. And egotistical. But not arrogant.

Being narcissistic help us through self-esteem turmoil. Admit it, fool.


Being alone makes you become more like yourself. Owh hello don't deny that you've been wearing a mask all this while. But by being alone also it makes you kinda lose it.

Stripping your feelings, your heart, will only reveal the misery long you have repressed.
But it can eat you up from inside and kills you slowly if you don't.


I want a simple kinda life but hey I think I'm far too special that I don't deserve a simple life. And what the hell are we talking about wanting this and that kinda life? Coz our lives has begun a long time ago, before we could make any decision. We can't simply begin our lives all over again, like, you know, being born again?


Life doesn't give you many choices.


And being happy only when seeing other people happy, or making other people smile is hypocrisy.
Being happy is being content, sated. With yourself. The hell with other people. It's always about you. You, you, you. You.


Don't patronize me for I kinda hate myself.
It's not me. It's me.


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