It starts to become you

Morning, everyone.
I woke up early today. Okay, not really early for you guys.

Oh yeah. It's Monday and I'm home. Done with my internship, now (supposedly) focusing on my dissertation. OK tipu, the closest thing to 'dissertation' I'm focusing on now is the 'dessert'. I eat a lot lately, as I spend more time with my family. Caution: Food unlimited.


With new year (Hijrah and AD and Lunar) is just around the corner, everybody's busy writing down their resolutions.
I'd never had a new year's resolution.

I might have hopes for the new year, but not resolutions. And I'd never get it written down. Never had in on black and white.
Probably cause I don't have a carrier as a point of reference.
What a lame excuse, though. In fact I do have a point of reference. My academic schedule.

It can be safely assumed that, maybe the fact that I don't have a carrier makes me immature and dependent.
Asyik mau pulang rumah. Asyik minta duit belanja.
Don't know how to set own goal. Haiyoh, ini amoi sangat tidak bagus.


What I want to do next year is to graduate. By right I should be graduating by June. But I don't want to put any more pressure on myself than I already did before. OK, perhaps I may need a little more positive stress. But that's it. Enough. I'm not a person who performs well under pressure, mind you.
So, I rephrase; what I want to do next year is to enjoy writing my dissertation and graduate with First Class Honour.

I want to get a part time job to fulfill my needs of shopping, probably in ergonomics, or in visual editing. I even had a list of kindergartens with vacancies. But then I realize that I've been procrastinating the whole semester while doing internship. It proves my lack of time management skill and self-discipline and the ability to focus. If I ever get a job, I'll get distracted and my dissertation will be on hiatus again.

So crossed the part time job off the list.
What list?
Never mind.

I'm also in need of a getaway. As soon as the school break ends, I want to be in places I'd never been before.

So that's it. That's everything I have in mind now.

I'm hungry
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